one foot falls to the ground quickly

the other follows suit.

the leading foot raises again and springs forward

the follower in perfect cadance.

just me, the asphalt, the trees, and wide open space. no noise, or worry, or issues. just me. i've heard the famous movie line "when i run i feel His pleasure". this could not be more true to my heart. just me and the openness of the sky and a presence in addition to my own. step, step, inhale, exhale, step, step, inhale, exhale. just me....and You. pushing beyond what i thought i could bare and exceeding preconceived notions of my performance. running is about me.....and You......and enjoying one of life's greatest pleasures this side of heaven.

Currently Listening Wanderlust By Gavin Rossdale see related

the opposite of love is not hate. the opposite of love is indifference.

there have been times in my life when i've truly hated something or someone. it's rare, but it happens. that something or someone has gotten under my skin so much in a way that the only solution to dispell it is to disapprove so highly that i place the word "hate" with it. i don't hate a lot of things but there are some things that do exist in that category. the thing is, i don't want to hate. when it comes to turning away from something, i'm still emotionally invested if i hate the very thing i'm leaving. hate consumes thoughts, dreams, words, actions, and even fear. there is a concious thought put into everything done because you might come across that thing or person that you hate so dearly. that concious avoidance is still calling your attention to that thing or person and you are still equally invested as if you loved it. i don't want to hate, i want to be indifferent. how wonderous it would be to no longer care enough to hate, but in fact not care at all.

what is it that you fear?

seems like a simple question with a simple answer, but if you sit and think about it you may find you actually have more of an answer than you think.

Oh my life is changing everyday
Every possible way
Though my dreams, it’s never quite as it seems
Never quite as it seems

I want more, impossible to ignore
Impossible to ignore
They’ll come true, impossible not to do
Impossible not to do
<Dreams By: Cranberries>

steal my heart and hold my tongue.

i feel my time, my time has come.

let me in, unlock the door.

i’ve never felt this way before.

the wheels just keep on turnin’

the drummer begins to drum.

i don’t know which way i’m goin’

i don’t know which way i’ve come.

hold my hand inside your hands

i need someone who understands

i need someone, someone who hears

for you i’ve waited all these years.

for you i’d wait til’ kingdom come

until my day, my day is done

and say you’ll come and set me free

just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me

in your tears and in your blood,

in your fire and in your flood,

i hear you laugh, i heard you sing

i wouldn’t change a single thing

the wheels just keep on turnin’

the drummers begin to drum

i don’t know which way i’m goin’

i don’t know what i’ve become

for you i’d wait til’ kingdom come

until my days, my days are done

and say you’ll come and set me free

just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me

just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me…..

kingdom come

by: coldplay